My very first blog....I feel so grown up! I am computer challenged, so even this is a big day for me.

I have been very lucky in my life...I have had great privileges, met wonderful and unforgettable people. So when I found myself single and over fifty, I admit...it threw me...for about five seconds. I am no different than any other divorced woman out there....we can all go back and try to rewrite history, but the fact remains the same; we all want to love and be loved...and when it goes wrong we all go back and try to rationlize and make sense of it all. We excuse away the deceit and bad behavior. We gloss over the "ugly paint" and try to make it pretty. Does it make it hurt any less? Probably not. But it does make it easier to look at.

I am putting all of that away. I am making a conscious effort to stay in the moment...to take every second of every day and wear it out.

And so...here I am on an adventure...yep...even at my tender age....

This is how it started.....and we have to see how it all plays out.....and the unknown is the most exciting part of all of it.

I met my partner CC when she interviewed me on her Podcast show FirepitFriday.com....I am a former stuntwoman and she features filmmakers and artists. I figured out fast that she has the same kind of energy as I do. We are kind of like two batteries...different brands.

I thought it would be so much fun to do a show about women who do extraordinary things in their ordinary lives....I no sooner got the words out of my mouth...she was in! And "in" in a big way. CC has a great business mind....and tolerates my "over the top" short circuiting brain.

We teamed up....we started shooting girlsonfire.tv. The show has taken off beyond our expectations. We have met amazing women who see life as one big adventure. No boundaries..no limitations...no "NO".

I'm very disorganized...and I don't want to forget a moment of this journey...so I'm blogging for me and my children. I hope you enjoy it too.

And maybe you'll discover you're a Girl On Fire!